Chill out and stop thinking you're responsible for other people's shitty behavior girl! You look after yourself, maintain your boundaries and stop pouring so much of yourself to empty people. And you may not be good-looking or anything. but you've got a good heart and soul to carry you through the darkest of times. And all those bullies who did everything they could to tear you down? They never mattered--only your goals and true friends/family mattered.