Dubstep Ender Fox (annedubstepfox) wrote,
Dubstep Ender Fox

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Fuck My Life

So... I feel good when I sleep--like super light and recharged.

But as soon as I wake up I feel like a field of energy shrinkwraps itself around my entire body.

I feel weighted. I feel tingly. I feel trapped. I feel dread.

There's a slight tremble in my hands--entire body even. I feel electric, but not in a good way.

I'm watching all around me--not with my eyes--while trying to do the most basic things.

I don't think breathing exercises or calming music is going to help either.

So it's back to the benadryl. It's back to sedating myself until I figure out a better method for stopping this shit. 
Tags: problems, sleeping, what is wrong with me, wish i could sleep forever
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