Dubstep Ender Fox (annedubstepfox) wrote,
Dubstep Ender Fox

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Down and Out Again

...And of course I end up having to tuck myself away until I feel better. I would seek people out if they wouldn't actively avoid me--especially when I'm upset. I feel lonely and unwanted every time... I guess I'm not worth comforting or reasuring.

Well anyway... I can't wait until Monday. I'm getting mosaic pieces so I can craft. I love working with my hands--especially with art that doesn't use fine motor skills. My hands... they're too messed up too be useful in drawing or anything.

I'm too retarded to draw properly or to translate my imagination from mind to screen/paper. Besides, even if I produced art, no one would care.

Someday life will get better... I hope.
Tags: abandonment, art, life sucks, sadness
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