I feel like I can't stay away from Facebook.
I know it's making me unhappy with my friends, ignoring me, me having to see their happy lives, and me wanting to post things I need to get off of my chest but not doing it. I guess I keep hoping some how and some way I will matter to them?
Really, I should be focusing on doing art and getting better at art. I know no one will care--not even to critique it, but I still have to occupy my mind with something that isn't misery and loneliness.
That and I can make Irish soda bread crackers today. Maybe that will help me feel something. Plus eating food tends to be a mood booster.